Why?

Why? Why do I give so much importance to people I meet online Why do I get attached so quickly Why am I so needy Why am i a burden on everyone around me? Why am I doing everything wrong Why do I seek validation from strangers online? Why am I struggling to live in real life Why am I such a toxic friend? Why am I such a terrible person? Why am I like this? Why am I hurting myself.. all the time. Why am I always hurt. Why do I want to be loved so badly- Why do I want to be accepted so badly? Why am I like this.. Why am I in so much pain? Why does my heart always sting ? Why do I wish my lungs would stop help me breathe? Why do I wish my heart would stop beating? Why do I have dark thoughts? Why do I have different ways of how I can end my life in my head? Why do I struggle sleeping at night? Why do I have self esteem issues? Why am I never confident in what I do? Why do I struggle to know what’s good and wrong? Why am I like this? I dont know. Why do I hope e...