Why?

Why?

Why do I give so much importance to people I meet online 

Why do I get attached so quickly 

Why am I so needy

Why am i a burden on everyone around me?

Why am I doing everything wrong 

Why do I seek validation from strangers online?

Why am I struggling to live in real life 

Why am I such a toxic friend?

Why am I such a terrible person?

Why am I like this?

Why am I hurting myself.. all the time.

Why am I always hurt.

Why do I want to be loved so badly-

Why do I want to be accepted so badly?

Why am I like this..

Why am I in so much pain?

Why does my heart always sting ?

Why do I wish my lungs would stop help me breathe?

Why do I wish my heart would stop beating?

Why do I have dark thoughts?

Why do I have different ways of how I can end my life in my head?

Why do I struggle sleeping at night?

Why do I have self esteem issues?

Why am I never confident in what I do?

Why do I struggle to know what’s good and wrong?

Why am I like this?

I dont know. 

Why do I hope every time things would be different?

Why do I always break myself in the process of believing everyone is different?

Why do I overthink?

Why do I feel unloved?

Why am I surrounded by people yet still feel like I’m alone?

Why am I like this? 

Why… 

Why do I push away the people who want to help me?

Why do I always Fuck things up?

Why am I never good enough?

Why am I even here?

Why am i alive?

I don’t know. 

I don’t know what’s wrong with me. 

I don’t know what to do.

I might as well just leave.