Regrets
Regret is all I have I did a lot of venting today, and this is one positive thing I did today. I have many regrets in life. One thing I regret a lot this 2021 is losing my chance with this man who treated me special. I wish he would had understood me a bit more and waited for me. I know my constant flirting which I do unknowingly, I can’t flirt for the love of god if I try yet unconsciously I be doing that. Me constantly doing that and when he did it back, my self defense kicked in and made me bro zone him. That’s must had been painful. You keep trying with this girl and all she does is push you away, it must be hard. I really wish our timing was different. I wish I gave you the chance when I had the opportunity to. I wish I wasn’t healing from a past relationship when we met. I wish you would give us a chance. But you have already decided to be just best friends. All the time I spent with you, I genuinely liked you, I wanted to be with you, but man I hav...