The Happiness (idk what I just wrote I guess I vented?)
The happiness I’d never get to experience. When I think of happiness, and think more into future what I see is what I’m writing below. Maybe because I’m a girl it has to do with everything I dream of ending with happily being married with kids, or it’s just a woman thing. I have been wronged many. Hurt many. Through many. And yet I didn’t succumb into the storms life threw at me. At the end I always got back up, and pushed myself to not give up. I don’t know what I want to make happen as my career, many things I want to learn and do which I wasn’t allowed to, I don’t know quite frankly if I’m ever going to be successful in what I plan to do with my career but if it does work out that’s really good, I’d be happy too. But that isn’t the only thing I’d want in a happy life. All my life I wanted to be loved. I wanted to be someone’s source of happiness. Someone’s special person. I wanted to be cherished, loved, cared by someone I feel the same way about. Every time I gave my all...