Ohana means family. ♥

"My mistake was I trusted the wrong person 4 years ago, after my best friend aka mother died.  My need of a new friend who understood me took over my self making me think I loved him, love isn't that now I know. I was judged for my looks caused by surviving the so called tumor, who do I tell that im hurt? My bestfriend is no more,  the person I thought was my friend did the worst. To my misery the people I turned my arms towards begging for help decided to raise their hands and voice instead. Therefore I stayed in darkness all along, hoping death will come soon because all she ever wanted was to end everything."

But she didn't know that she was strong, strong enough to conquer an army of feelings. She came out of the darkness after three years, looking into life in a positive light only to realise what happened to her was wrong. The way she was being treat was wrong. She deserved much better. The family she loved, isn't a family.  Not after the strong foundation of the house was succumbed by storms called death. She witnessed them changing into demons and breaking promises.  She knew family isn't that. Maybe like her mother she could tolerate it. But what she didn't know was that her mother was the queen and she is yet to be one. She can't tolerate everything like her mother did,  unlike her mother she had limits.  She is breaking in agony knowing that she can no longer be happy or think of a happier life within the four walls of the building she once called home.

"Ohana means family;
Family means no body is left behind or forgotten, but she was left alone forgotten."